What is love?

The last time I posted something, i told you that I thought I was in love. And yes, that is still true now. As the days have gone on, things get harder and harder. I feel like the problems i told you about in the previous post are becoming more extreme than I had hoped. For example; my guy puts video games ahead of me everyday. I haven't had a legit conversation with him in at least 4-5 days. Some say "absence makes the heart grow fonder". I say this sometimes too, but only to reassure myself. My guy tells me rarely how much he cares about me but i know that he is emotionally distant and doesn't like to share/express his feelings. Which, not many guys do and i'm completely okay with that. But, when it comes down to standing up for me, well, he doesn't. He lets his friends walk all over me. I was told that his friends couldn't be stopped because they will just continue to do what they want so it's not possible to stop them. Well I call BULL. Also, i've been told that he is scared to lose his social status. Well, if you really cared about someone, that wouldn't matter as much as the person you care about. I have been trying so hard for so long to make sure things gp right and now I'm mentally exhausted. Part of me says i'm done trying....but the other part of me says that i can't give up after all that i've been through. And, i was informed today that i am a stalker. Well, I think that his friend and i have different definitions of what a stalker is because i don't even know where in the hell my guy lives. So, today, i pretty much showed them that if i'm going to be called a stalker then i will sure as hell act like one. But all I know is that, him and i need to have a discussion about respect because he shows me none what so ever. I'm tired of it and just not being important. I do so much for him and never get anything in return. Maybe i'm not worth it to him....does that mean i should feel the same about him? I don't know what to do or how to react to any of this. But, like I said before, i am mentally exhausted. But, on the brighter side, my sweet sixteen in tomorrow :) i'm having a huge party and a bbq :)so, until next time! By the way; David, if you are reading this, thank you so much for all the help you have given me through all my hard times lately. i appreciate it so much and I feel like i don't tell you that enough. so, thank you :) -Samantha Michelle