The Start of March

Things have sure been crazy in my life and everything seems to be going full speed ahead. Right now we are registering for our new classes for the year to come and it's stressful. But really, the only thing I can think about is my Father. At the beginning of last month, he had complications with his defulator and has been out of work since. He said he will be going back very soon but maybe he hasnt had a long enough break. Though i have been avoiding contact with him, I do worry. I worry about his heart and how he is without my help, I also worry about his money. How can he pay for the medical bills? I don't want him to lose everything and I feel like everything that has happened to him these past few weeks have been my fault. Maybe if I had spent some of the 181 days I have been avoiding him, tried to make contact with him...I just want everyone to pray for him because I do love him.